It’s feel like De’Javu. Everyday feels like the same. What does she did always chronologically without no different. But, she never feel bored, she even did not know what bored is.
When the employer door’s house opened, she and two another rabbits will snatch away went into the house, then her employer will called and glare to her, the employer look mad.
“Debbie, stop it!”
She hate when another rabbits go before her, and she began to chase and bite them but she never pay attention to what did her employer want from her, she will continue chased them around the big employer’s yard and will stop after the employer catch and litle bit hit her in her right thigh.
In the same time, her thought just had wanted to given suck to her babys in every morning. Her employer had been preparing a box for the babys. She hurriedly came into the box.
“growing up soon babys”. When the babys will had born, she remember how nervous her feeling then pluck almost all her fur for her babys.
Now she look the baby overly full falling asleep then her feeling will be composed.
“ck ck ck”.
The employer called every rabbits to ate their vegetables. Debbie began to chase them because she is an selfish rabbit,all the vegetables is hers. The employer will separated the vegetable for Debbie and for another rabbits. She did not know why the employer separated it. In her hearth, she does not like if the employer looked after another rabbits excep her, but she feel lonely to ate that vegetables alone, then she will gather together with another rabit without any doubt.
Debbie spend her afternoon just for take a nap and thinking every same things what she did everyday. Maybe the employer dislike her. She think.
“Why the employer always hit me?”
she just did not know why. Maybe because she has a different motif and colour between another rabbits. Half of her body, from back to sole of foot colered black and another half of her body colered white, looks not bad. Moreover, her face look like using a black glasses, it’s look cool. She even can produce more than ten babys and beautiful although her fur not too long as another rabbits.
“i looks cool, my fur look like beautiful night gown fit om my body. No one of another rabbits has a beautiful fur like mine, but what does the employer want from me? Why they are always called me Debbie?, althought i did not like to hear, but my black ear always aim to their voice”. Her thoughts as long she spend her afternoon.
“i am a senior between another rabbits, the employer must be more loving me, but why they were always give bread to another rabbits?, yes, indeed so they were called me, but i doubt that they were called me for give me a bread or just for hit me?”.
She felt that another rabbits hate her too, they always avoid her when she try to playing around with them. But sometimes she felt that another rabbits come closer to her for playing together. It’s make her confused about her own feeling. But no one can stop her to chase and bite another rabbits included her feeling. Every day always be the same. All her thoughts will repeatedly as long as her life.
The afternoon over too fast. She heard that sound again, she heard that sound five times a day. This time is the 4th when twilight. It seems like called the employers to do something urgent or they must did somethink or what?, she did not event know what was that. But for her, that sound refer to a sad memory which happened to her beloved sister.
JB and Debbie looks happy chase each other under the twilight. Litle Debbie followed a big JB’s step. Suddenly JB stoped her step, it’s make Debbie shock and suddenly hit against JB’s back and make Debbie rolling on the grass in employer’s yard. JB feel happy make Debbie shocked. Debbie get up from her falling and began to chase JB. They both ate every leaves they past away, never cared it’s the right leave to ate or not. JB love ate flower because she has babys in her womb.
“i will have many beauty babys if i ate flowers”
Then Debbie went looking for beautiful flower to give to her sistrer. JB look happy to see Debbie’s action, run to the left, run to the right to found many flower for her, never feel tired. She is a cheerful litle rabbit. After running around, Debbie got tired, JB began to purr Debbie’s head and ears. Debbie got many love from her sister. Debbie falling aslep and dreaming her sister have many beautyful babys and playing around with them.
In her dream, she looked her nephew had suckle on the breast to JB. Everything looks harmonious until she looked JB scream so laud in her dreamt and suddenly she woke up from slept. Debbie looking around to find where her sister go after puff her. In the darkness, she look a cat, an ugly cat. She gaze the cat a moment, then she move her gaze under the cat’s foot. JB sprawled there, she can hear her gasp. Debbie standing silently. The employer running to JB and pick her body up and shake JB’s body while cried. Debbie cannot heard anything a moment,everything happened so fast. When her mind was back, she run to the employer. She does not know what happened to JB exacly, but the empoyer look very sad. Last time she heard JB’s gasp, but now she can’t heard anything from her. Debbie began worried when she realize what happened to JB, she run randomly. She doesn’t know why the other employer dig the ground. She feel that she should have to stop them. She bite employer’s foot but it’s did not make them stop to dig it, but the employer push her small body. Then she saw them put JB’s body under the ground, Debbie being crazy.
“what are you doing to my JB!! Go…… “.
No one can heard her sadness. When the employer bury JB’s body, she dig it more and more. She want to shout at the employer but her voice faltering in her throat. She surround the empoyer for beg but the employer seem did’t understand what did he want until the employer took her into the employer’s house and locked her and she never know what happened then outside.
Everything is painful. The only sister she have had gone, never back and she feel so lonely.
Every night feels so calm, she don’t know why until the employer walking out the house with a bucket full of vegetables. They step aim to her,close and more close to her. They caress her and carry Debbie and give her a big kiss. At the moment, Debbie realize that the employer really love her. She remember now, the employer always carry her many times. In the Morning , afternoon and night always feel so different for her.
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